Only a month left. It sounds so positive doesn’t it.
But imagine feeling about as sick as you’ve ever felt. Now think about feeling that way for 3 - 4 months. The prospect of having to feel that way for at least another month is pretty unbearable. We see a light at the end of the tunnel, but it is fairly dim. It’s getting bigger, but it is coming at us slowly. It seems like it is coming at us at the same speed, but our perception is off. Like one of those physics shows about light speed.
What the hell, it’s only a month. I imagine that this is what prisoners feel like when they know that they only have a month left to go in their sentence. It’s only a month. A month to avoid getting shanked. Or maybe, what a parent feels like knowing that their child will be home from Iraq in a month. They are still getting shot at regularly, but it is only a month.
A month seems like a really long time to feel really horrible.
nothing else to say other than “it stinks and it’s not fair”, and that you’re in a lot of people’s prayers, but it still stinks )(trying not to be crude) that you are feeling awful.
It’s great that you’re able to share your experience with others. People need to know…
Holly sounds like an incredible woman. -Went through cancer(s) with my dad and then my grandpa. It’s an ugly, nasty disease, but getting to the other end of “ugly” can enhance life in unbelievable ways. I pray that will be your experience and am so glad you’re gaining on the lighted end of the tunnel. Go Holly go!